Post by Chloe on Jul 7, 2012 0:07:37 GMT -5
((Why do I love being horrible to Sam? Because there is no one to RP with and I got bored. This is going to happen after the day in Mas Exodus. I hope you all feel bad! JK guys.))
Sam:
I don't get why Rachel had to get all butt-hurt over me talking to Ariadne. She didn't get how that relationship was, Aria was a pack mate and she was an outsider. No matter how badly I wanted to make her aware of how my life worked I couldn't. Even if her mom knew everything about Aven...it wasn't safe with the separatist chasing her. She couldn't know I was a shifter.
I slammed the door when I got home, expecting to hear someone home...what was I stupid? No one was home. Seth had track, McKenna was probably tutoring someone at her school, Dad was working, Phi and mom had that weird gymnastics class, and even the nanny was probably shopping for groceries. I sighed and moved into the kitchen, grabbing a red plastic cup. I couldn't place it, I felt off, boxed in.
Shaking my head, I made my way up to my room with the empty cup in hand. I needed my release, shutting my door behind me I made my way to my mattress. Pushing it over a little, I noticed my blade was missing. Gritting my teeth I looked around for my others, they were all gone. I ripped my room apart looking for them. That's when I realized someone had gotten rid of them. I wanted to scream.
I rubbed my temples and flopped on the floor. I was too stressed out, I was going to go insane if I didn't find something to take the stress away. I pulled out my lap top and looked up suicide attempts. I don't know why I did, just seemed to calm me down. Seeing how others had failed or succeeded. I stumbled across a site that seemed to be for people who wanted to die. I don't know why but I created an account and started surfing. The next thing I know it gave me a day I could commit suicide and a bunch of different options. My day was today, I found that a little strange.
I was contemplating what to do, I don't know I thought it was a joke. I chose a way to die, swallowing a cup full of bleach. The strange part was I wanted to try it. Maybe it would help me finally be happy, not having to live anymore. I was really thinking it over when I filled the cup up. Staring at the horrible smelling liquid. I felt really down, no one ever wanted to be around me. I kept staring at the cup, contemplating that no one really cared what I did. I lifted the cup to my lips and paused, my emotions were in turmoil. What sent me over was the text from Seth.
The rest of us are going to a movie tonight. If you want to come, you can bring Rachel. Aria already has plans. So, I'd hate for you to be a fifth wheel with Kenna and Aidan, Haliey and me. Let us know we'll be home in ten minutes.
I grit my teeth and lifted the cup to my lips. Seven minutes...that was plenty of time. I swallowed the liquid, nearly throwing up as the mixture burned my throat. I had to keep it down, this was my chance to finally be free. I collapsed on the floor and started up at the ceiling as the chemicals worked in my body.
I heard the door open. I heard footsteps running up the stairs. Everything was going dark. I heard Seth cuss. I felt him pick me up. Then nothing.
Sam:
I don't get why Rachel had to get all butt-hurt over me talking to Ariadne. She didn't get how that relationship was, Aria was a pack mate and she was an outsider. No matter how badly I wanted to make her aware of how my life worked I couldn't. Even if her mom knew everything about Aven...it wasn't safe with the separatist chasing her. She couldn't know I was a shifter.
I slammed the door when I got home, expecting to hear someone home...what was I stupid? No one was home. Seth had track, McKenna was probably tutoring someone at her school, Dad was working, Phi and mom had that weird gymnastics class, and even the nanny was probably shopping for groceries. I sighed and moved into the kitchen, grabbing a red plastic cup. I couldn't place it, I felt off, boxed in.
Shaking my head, I made my way up to my room with the empty cup in hand. I needed my release, shutting my door behind me I made my way to my mattress. Pushing it over a little, I noticed my blade was missing. Gritting my teeth I looked around for my others, they were all gone. I ripped my room apart looking for them. That's when I realized someone had gotten rid of them. I wanted to scream.
I rubbed my temples and flopped on the floor. I was too stressed out, I was going to go insane if I didn't find something to take the stress away. I pulled out my lap top and looked up suicide attempts. I don't know why I did, just seemed to calm me down. Seeing how others had failed or succeeded. I stumbled across a site that seemed to be for people who wanted to die. I don't know why but I created an account and started surfing. The next thing I know it gave me a day I could commit suicide and a bunch of different options. My day was today, I found that a little strange.
I was contemplating what to do, I don't know I thought it was a joke. I chose a way to die, swallowing a cup full of bleach. The strange part was I wanted to try it. Maybe it would help me finally be happy, not having to live anymore. I was really thinking it over when I filled the cup up. Staring at the horrible smelling liquid. I felt really down, no one ever wanted to be around me. I kept staring at the cup, contemplating that no one really cared what I did. I lifted the cup to my lips and paused, my emotions were in turmoil. What sent me over was the text from Seth.
The rest of us are going to a movie tonight. If you want to come, you can bring Rachel. Aria already has plans. So, I'd hate for you to be a fifth wheel with Kenna and Aidan, Haliey and me. Let us know we'll be home in ten minutes.
I grit my teeth and lifted the cup to my lips. Seven minutes...that was plenty of time. I swallowed the liquid, nearly throwing up as the mixture burned my throat. I had to keep it down, this was my chance to finally be free. I collapsed on the floor and started up at the ceiling as the chemicals worked in my body.
I heard the door open. I heard footsteps running up the stairs. Everything was going dark. I heard Seth cuss. I felt him pick me up. Then nothing.